Keep Calm and Autumn On


October has been one awesome month.  If I had the brain power, I probably could have written a post every day...or at least every week! That would have been a great change from the past, um, year.

Every weekend of this month has been filled with something "fall-ish" and I have not been able to get enough of it. With the exception of the 80 degree apple picking excursion, the weather has been awesome and I'm really just trying to enjoy this season. Not just the season of autumn, but this season of my life. As I mentioned here (almost a month ago), I am really trying to make a conscious effort to pause...

...and thank God. breath in the crisp, cool air.... bake cookies (seriously)... just be.

Life keeps moving on as fast as ever despite my best efforts to slow it down.

On a separate note, I was looking back through old posts, and this lack of, borderline non-existent, blogging thing I've been doing has been going on for over a year and half! For the record, I hate that. I can't seem to get out of the not being able to write and not wanting to give up blogging. In my head, I haven't given it up; just on the blog itself apparently.

I think part of the problem is that I expect fabulous, worthy posts to just appear in my brain, when what really needs to happen is for me to sit down and care again. To care about getting my thoughts into words and transcribing memories into posts.  I am going to make a vow to myself, and to whoever may be reading this, that I will write at least two posts a week for the month of November.

I don't want to look back at the end of 2013 and wish I would've written more, and it's up to me to make sure that doesn't happen.

I hope everyone enjoys the final weekend of this wonderful month!


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